So spring break is almost over…and I’m super bummed about it. I didn’t get to do anything like fly to somewhere sunny this break but just drove an hour away from home to stay with my boy. I really wouldn’t have asked for anything else it was fun bonding with him even though he may of got on my nerves at times. I realized he still can make me happy. So I’m not really excited to be sitting in classrooms within less than 48 hours. Learning about boring crap that I personally care less about at this point and time. But i am excited to start a new fresh and last quarter with my co-workers. Well I guess we will see what spring quarter has in store for me I just hope it’s higher then a 2.7 g.p.a. Much love.

Laying here thinking about how happy I am with one single person that the thought of the future scares me, to think that they might not be with me.
#sadthoughts

I want to share a few random things on my mind today.

FIrst, i have no idea why the song “red solo cup” is stuck in my head but its frickin annoying.

Second, i can’t believe that one of my friends who has been dating this guy in idaho for like a month is saving money to go live with him…i just don’t understand. ITS BEEN A MONTH!!! like i get you miss him and stuff and whateves but i don’t think its time to make it that serious. I guess i just need to work on being more supportive.

Third, I’m on winter break and i do not know how i feel about me waking up at nine o’ clock in the morning, its just not my cup of tea. i really need to learn how to sleep in. It’s a work in progress i guess.

Fourth, I did an AMAZING job in my classes this quarter. i could not believe it because at many times i thought i was gonna fail. My lyceum lecture class i got a 4.0, biology a 3.0, and in Chemistry i got a 3.4. its nice to show that long nights of coffee and study times at starbucks really does pay off.

Ehhh…i better just end this thing with one last thought.

Fifth, i really really really really just miss my boyfriend. And on a boyfriend note. i want to add I’m really proud of myself to not post any Facebook statuses about him, because i find that annoying when i have to read other people’s statuses about their boyfriends so I’m trying to refrain from that…so i have only been tweeting and writing on his wall…where not a lot of people can see. so ya….

THAT IS ALLLLLLLLLL!!!

other the the fact that it is ONLY 13 DAY UNTIL CHRISTMAS

and i still need to get a few more presents. EEEEEEEK. 

I didn’t like any of the layouts they offered lol!!!

I dont understand why people have to be such douche bags constantly to me…is it necessary?!

and you wonder why things didn’t work out….

So I discovered today that one of my 40 point labs was not turned into my teacher obviously since it has been at least 3 weeks since i turned it in and i still have no grade for it online. This happened all because it was the same week i got my mac and i didn’t know safari didn’t work with angel and guess what i did…i turned in my assignment on angel while using safari. FRICKIN FANNNNNNTASTIC.

I’m definitely officially in the shittiest mood because that is totally gonna screw up my overall grade and currently cooking me the worst food i could possibly eat because i am depressed. 

UGH MY LIFE BLOOOOOOOWS!! 

The perfect combination of sexy ad cartoon :) 

What is the 15th text message in your inbox?

How bout the 15th text from the person i text the most, and it says: “eating subway” really deep huh

 
When was the last time you were in a car with someone besides family?

Yesterday when i went shopping with Josie and Brianna

What’s your favorite show or shows?

Big Bang Theory, Glee and Greys Anatomy

Have you told anybody you loved them today?

I don’t think so.

Your best friend needs you at 3 am, do you go help them?

Of course

Have you ever slept in the same bed as your friends?

Yes i have. 

Is the last person of the opposite sex you texted single?

Yes they are. :)

What does your last text message say?

Schools more important

Is there someone who has made a difference in your life?

Very much so. 

Does the last person who texted you ever make you smile?

mmhmmm.

Where is the shirt you’re wearing from?

Tilamook Cheese Factory

Would you rather tell somebody straight up, or wait?

Depends on the situation

If you could have one wish right now, what would that be?

To have all my homework magically done for the rest of the quarter.

Congratulations, you just had a baby girl! What’s her name?

Juila Nicole Urban

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?

Probably today.

Is there anyone that doesn’t like you?

oh i’m surrrrre of it. 

What are you craving at the moment?

Lets be honest..sex.

Have a best friend?

Yes i do.

Are you in a good mood right now?

I’m more bored then in a good mood.

What’s your recent drama?

Just work drama.

Do you like the dentist?

I actually love going to the dentist.

Do you correct people when they make spelling mistakes on the internet?

I do not, because when people do it to me it really pisses me off.

Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad?

I believe so…i don’t remember anything off the top of my head tho.

Are you going out of town soon?

I wish…

Where is your dad?

Sleeping in his bed.

Have you ever been called beautiful?

Yes, i have.

Last time you laughed?

Today.

Is it possible to be single and happy?

Yeah, I’ve been doing it most of my life. :)

What were you doing at 12 o’clock last night?

Sleeping in my bed, like a baby.

Excited for anything?

Winter Break and Christmas

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you hugged?

Richie.

Would you push anyone down a flight of stairs?

Hahahahaha, that would be kind of fun.

Last two people to text you?

Jessica and Chris

Have you held hands with anyone in the past 24 hours?

no.

Listening to?

My keyboard…how sad.

Who do you talk to most on the phone?

either, Jessica, my mom or Brittany. I don’t talk on the phone much.

When was the last time you gave someone the finger?

a couple days ago.

How’s your hair right now?

Kinda messy.

What jewelry do you have on?

none.

Ever made a girl cry?

not to sure.

Have you found someone you can trust?

yes i have, or i believe i have.

Is there someone who continuously lets you down?

uhhh…not really.

Would you rather marry Edward Cullen, or take a million dollars?

Take a million dollars.

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?

most likely.

So, how has your day been so far?

Its be fine, stressful at times, but thats like everyday with me. My wake-up call was interesting as well today.

Is the weather enjoyable?

Not really, its really super duper cold.

Looking back, did you ever think you would be where you are now?

Probably not.

Do you still have the same friends as you did in 5th grade?

Like one.

Can you trust boys?

They are a harrrrrd thing to trust…working on it. 

What color was the last pill you took?

Probably brown, speaking of pills i need to take some.

Have you hung out with any guys recently?

Just study time with Richie. and Tygh was over this weekend.

How tall are you?

Tall Enough

What were you doing 45 minutes ago?

Watching Glee.

What do you currently hear right now?

uhhh…nothing.

If you HAD to get a piercing (not ears) what would you get?

Since my nose is already pierced..my nape.

How’s your heart lately?

Physically: it seems pretty good. Emotionally: its probably a tad bit confused.

Are you nice to everyone?

uhhh, i guess i try to be, it doesn’t always happen that way tho.

If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you?

Yes i would.

Do you know what it feels like to be genuinely happy?

Yes.

Do you find smoking unattractive?

Unattractive, not really…

What are you least looking forward to?

School tomorrow and a lonnnng day of homework and work.

Ever really cried your heart out?

Yes i have, not fun.

When was the last time you thought about the person you liked?

Uhhh, not too long ago.

Are you an emotional person?

I would like to say no, but i think more and more i am.

What are you drinking?

Saliva.

Do you think addiction is a disease or simply a weakness?

uhhh…depends.

If you could choose your family, what kind of family would you like?

Caring, loving, and full of traditions.

How long have you had your current phone?

since a week before my last birthday.

Do you tend to fall for/date the same type of person?

uhhh, i don’t think so…kind of i guess…

Would you rather wear a ring or a necklace?

either one.

Have you ever had to keep a secret for someone else?

I think so.

If you could receive any one gift right now, what would you want?

A trip to Disneyland…as always.

Would you rather listen to music by speakers, headphones, or earphones?

whats the difference between headphones and earphones?! 

Do you regularly check your e-mail?

my work email, yes. school or personal, not so much.

Would you rather have super strength or be able to fly?

neither…both sound lame

If you could have any sea animal as a pet, which would you want?

a seahorse…so i can call him Dr. Seahorse.

YES, I’m single..get at me. 

Oh today - 

I’m glad i got to sleep in. it was so glorious to take a break from life and just sleep your day away. Which is one of my favorite things to do.

Now I’m spending this rainy afternoon in santa lucia drinking the perfect white chocolate peppermint mocha and eating cookie while taking my time to do my homework and relax. 

Today is gonna be a good day. 

Hate it when you think people are posting about you but just not sure…

Awkward?

I feel like i blog a lot about how down my life is.

I think sometimes i forget how well off i am. 

Yeah my life may be stressful at the moment from school and work but I have a lot of great things going for me as well.

I have two GREAT parents that i would never ever trade. They are so supportive of everything i chose to do in my life and always there for me 110%. I didn’t realize this until recently - and before that i kind of just took my parents for granted. but now i have a better understand of what they do for me and appreciate them even more.

Secondly I seriously have the best friends. Even though some of them live about three hours away, they have made it clear that they will never forget me. I all my friends dearly and wish i could spend more time with them.

Also i have one of the best jobs ever. My job may be stressful working with some people daily but for the most part i get paid to have fun and i love every single minute of it. EVENT PROGRAMING FTW!!!!! 

well that is all. end.